Inspiration of the Remembrance Flag
By Gwen Loiacono

     About a week after the tragedy, overcome with grief and helplessness, I prayed before going to sleep. This particular prayer was not as generic as I sometimes pray when I'm extremely tired. With deep compassion in my heart for the victims & their families, I asked God to show me specifically what I could do to help in some way. Then I went to sleep. That night I had an incredibly realistic dream. I dreamed I was walking in NYC at ground zero. I was looking at all the rubble from the fallen towers, amazed at all the debris that was surrounding me.At some point I looked up and saw a huge flag pole right in the center of all the debris. My eyes then glanced to the top of the pole where a large American flag was gracefully flying, backlit by the sun. I then glanced below the US flag to see another flag flying. ( It was what we know of today as the Remembrance Flag).     

     I woke up the next day with the vivid picture of this flag on my mind. This, I recall being strange because I rarely dream and if I do, I never remember it. So I go through the day trying to get this "flag" out of my mind, but it's still there...all the time and, finally, by the end of the day, I decide to sit down & make a rough sketch of the flag, thinking it will go away. Then I color it in. About that time, my husband walks in the door after being at work all day. At first, I wasn't going to show it to him, but something told me I should. Of course, you'd have to know my husband to appreciate this statement, but he doesn't get moved very often. Nothing excites him! So when I started to tell him about my dream and showed him the sketch of the flag, I was floored by his response. He insisted that we go immediately to the shop & make the flag on our graphics program on the computer, which we did.

     That weekend , we spent the whole day making a prototype of the flag. Twelve hours later, we had two finished flags (one for me, one for the president). We quickly sent one off to the president, at the same time getting the copyright taken care of. All this was done before the end of September.       From then until now, we've been preparing the flag for future sales. We originally ordered 200 flags to present to local politicians, firestations, & policestations, but when the flags arrived (December 11th), things were already taking a different twist. I had an old friend in New Jersey call me out of the blue that night, and I mentioned the "flag project" to her. And with the same excitement as my husband had, she began telling everyone up North about the flag.

      Two days later, I recieved a phone call from Monica Iken, September's Mission asking to see the flag because she and other victims' organizations are looking for ways to fund their foundations, and she thought this flag may be a good source.She explained that she would be meeting with Mayor Guiliani that Monday and would love to have a flag to give him and other victims' family members who would be at the meeting. Naturally, my husband and I dropped everything to go to NYC that weekend to meet with Monica.
Since then, every day a new twist to the story of the flag develops. I'm not sure where it will end up, but God does know, and so I'm allowing Him to open the doors and I'll be there to walk through them.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths" -Proverbs 3:5-6