On 9-11-02, I watched the memorial services on television with my wife.
I noticed this red flag with the symbols of 9/11 stitched to it. I searched
the Internet for the past week, and found your site today. I wanted
to pass onto you my story. I found some solace from the words of my
little boy; those words kept me from falling into the abyss of hatred
and vengeance. Please if you see fit post on your site for a memorial,
in hope that others that are lost in the despair will find their way
home.
Thank you,
Never Forget,
Marty Connors
Philadelphia, PA
Timothy's Strength
I am a Philadelphia Police Officer. I am married with a wonderful son.
On September 11th, I (like most of my fellow Americans) witnessed the
senseless slaughter of human life. The department was put on high alert
and our tours of duty were extended. With the exception of a scant five
minutes to change my uniform of the day, I did not see my wife and son
until later that evening.
My squad was deployed to the hotels near the Philadelphia International
Airport. In each and every hotel we checked we saw the faces of travelers,
many of them American, change from distraught to a significance of hope.
People walked up to us and thanked us for being there. We were just
doing our job. We were asked our feelings for fallen brothers and sisters
in New York. I could only respond that it was horrible, seeing no need
to raise their already heightened anxiety.
I felt the pulse of the true America was still beating. I witnessed
strangers offering to pay for dinner, a room, or share a taxi.
When I returned home, I kissed my wife and hugged her. I went upstairs
to kiss my son who should have been already asleep. Being the son of
a Philadelphia police officer myself, I could not be angry with my six-year-old
for waiting up and feigning sleep for my return. I too had done the
same during the turbulence of the late sixties and early seventies.
My son, Timothy, sat up in his bed, and asked me, "Did you and
your partners catch the bad guys that hurt those people with the bomb
and airplanes?"
"No," I said. I choked back a sob. "We didn't. Not today."
Timothy leaned closer to me. For the first time in my son's life, he
was witnessing me crying. He held my face.
"Don't cry daddy." He put on a brave face. "All those
police and firefighters that died when the buildings fell on them will
be replaced by their sons."
I began to cry heavier. My son just held me and said, "It's gonna
be OK."
My six-year-old, perhaps oblivious to the true magnitude of the triage
was comforting me with his simple wisdom. I only pray my son will not
take up my choice of career, and find his own path because he had shown
me that night that he has the soul of the BRAVEST. He wants to be a
firefighter/detective, in other words, a fire marshal.
My only regret is that I am duty bound to Philadelphia, and wish to
have been there to at least bring our brothers and sisters out to let
them rest in peace.
She Still Stands
From her island sanctuary
She stood glorious in the sun,
As clouds billowed softly by,
I saw Liberty; her torch raised to the sky
From the sky flew the demons from the east,
By blade, capturing the wings of the eagles flight,
Four riders stormed down delivering death,
Laying siege on her fortress of democracy
The towers destroyed and the keep damaged,
Countless souls delivered into God’s hand,
The devil’s seed had been sowed
An unholy bounty reaped
Fire, soot, and ash rained down to the street below,
Onto The Knights of Saint Michael and Saint Florian,
Burying those who try to save
Life pushed to the limit never thought to be undone
From her island sanctuary she stood immobile,
As clouds of smoke, ash, and soot billowed
Devastation recognized and dealt
I saw that Liberty still stood
Her sons shall raise their swords
To vanquish the evil back into the night
Her torch shall never grow dim
It will always be raised to the sky
By: Martin Connors